I know having suicidal thoughts are a sign off depression and that you should talk to someone if you are having them but each time I do people always ignore me.
I have tried to kill myself two or three times and each time I faild but i feel like if I tried one more time I might actually be able to do it.
I feel like if I disapeared no one would notice, and once everyone knew they would judt feel this releaf from not having to have me on their thoughts anymore.